Frieden

We always deserve some peace after a rough and hectic week, don't we? :) 

And here's some things that make me feels calm through the day.

Books, books, and books! 

I always want a cactus, and I just love the pot. 

A LOTS OF SWEETS.
Who doesn't love it, anyway? 

and a bunch of sunflower could make me smiling till next month.
I'm in love with this flower since I was a kid back then.
Probably a love at first sight.

p.s : all the picts  doesn't belong to me. 

I get it from here

  

Sich Anvertrauen

Sometimes life just go flat.
Spinning around this place for a long time.
Till you don't have any thing to tell others,
how's life for you.

It's just flat. 
Here and there. 
Seems plain and in white-and-black world.
Need to find a box of color pencil. 
Orange would be great, then.

l' confusion

I've been staring at the blank page almost one hour.
Still having the question mark on my mind.
What kind of story I should tell now?
Seems like nothing will come up to my dearly brain.
And how could it be?
Of course, I've already knew the exact answer.
I'm in state of doing-things-for-a-good-impression.

These kind of feeling, well... always making me likes facing a thick wall after looking an exit door.
I'm stuck in this room.
When I'm doing something because I want to someone look good on me.
That's just not rite. 
And my brain seems doesn't like it either.

Need to get rid of this. 
Maybe a bunch of my favorite food (a bunch of oranges, two cans of Bear Brand Milk, and a bar of chocolate with almond in) can help me realize why this bothering me a lot.

Every ones has their own ways to bring relax back, rite? :)

Sincérité

I was constantly repeat this surah over and over again for a whole week.

It's calmed me down.

For all the madness-crazy-silly-and fool-things I've done which lead me to regretting it more.

Sincerity is what I need to growing in my self more.

You all know, (some of you who know me for real, maybe) that I'm not a fan of coincidence thingy.

I believes that everything have been written in 'book of life'.

Everything has their own valuable to me.

Even a simply smile from stranger I met at the street.

It can make me smile through the whole day. :)

Just a simple tiny little thing called sincerity is what I need to do more now.

And this is not an easy task, I know.

so I'm on duty now.

Mon Frère

Someone who is there

when you are hurting

he picks you up

and dusts you off again

Someone who sees you are without a smile

and he gives you one of his

gives you a hug too

just especially for you

Someone who stands by your side

and holds your hand

when things don't go well

help you understand

a brother

(a poem by Katarina Bowman)

For the best brother of mine,

Hariestya Viareco

Happy Birthday!!

The Most Romantic

This is one of the best and the most romantic movie I ever watched.

"You're the girl of my dreams, and apparently I'm the man of yours."

(50 First Dates, 2004)

Can you imagine to make the one you love fall in love with you every each day?

I know that seems impossible, though.

But, for me, that's what we called love.

You have to fall in love every each day to that person..

and you never ever feel tired or bored to make it.

Cause the real feeling never makes you weak but stronger.

We have to make it work..

Well, that's one for me.

This movie had teach me over and over again (not to mention the two main characters make a good couple in here),

if you wanna have a real love and relationship,

you have to put an effort to make it work...

or feeling that you fall in more each day to that person..

p.s : I just lost my blackberry phone. and thought that I shouldn't get too hard on myself then get away with that terrible thing, so I watched the movie likes maybe for the 10th times? Still the best.

November, 5th.

V for Vendetta

"Remember, remember, the fifth of November:

Gunpowder, treason, and plot.

I know of no reason

why the gunpowder treason

should ever be forgot."

These are the lines of the opening for the films, allude directly to the story of Gunpowder plot at 1605. The movie itself is an adaptation or V for Vendetta graphic comics. Even the original writer, Alan Moore feels a disappointment because the bad adaptation of his comic, I still attached with this movie.

The story and how Hugo Waeving as V and Natalie Portman as Evey Hammond interact, not to mention the fabulous Guy fawkes mask. I never forget the feeling they made when Evey get in the prison (later we know that the prison made by V itself to make Evey understand what makes him to be... him).

Ah, yesterday makes me want to watch this movie again and again, don't you?