Movie's Fantasies

I watched too much movies, I think. 

and some days, they are corrupting me. 

I'm starting to thinks how lovely if i could be like them at the movie. 

I'm starting to believe, that here's must be someone out there, waiting and thinking about you. 

I'm starting to imagine how warm it would be if I have someone to cuddle with at the bed. 

and the reality comes. 

movies never tells us what the reality is. 

they tells us the dreams. 

Now, I know I've watched too much romantic, silly, and pathetic love movies. 

Lie

"What so great about the truth? Try lying for a change. 

It's the currency of the world." 

Dan to Anna, Closer (2004)

I won't say that I'm innocent and never have been lying to someone. 

But I know pretty sure 

when you are lying to someone you deeply care and love 

you always feel a guilty thing

in your heart

and suddenly you just want them to know that you'd been acting strange

so you have to tell the truth

and the guilty thing will go 

or at least its lessen