Stuck.

The Wall was edited by me, as usual.

I'm feeling like at the brink. You're scared, but at the moment you're curious, too.
You want to know, when you jump to that brink, where it will end?
How's there? What does it feel?
The bad part is, I don't know what to do with this feeling.
It's pressuring me and making me hard to breath.

Try on the taste...

People says Life is like a jar of candies
There are sweet
There are briny
There are sour
and sometimes it's bittersweet
But that's depend on us to take the taste
aren't we?

Green or Blue? Seems all the same...

All in green..
not even blue...
all the shapes of the moment..
assimilate..
and I just realized it..
I don't need that 3 words, 8 syllables from your mouth
all you have to do is just
asks me to stay
beside you
at the green...

Lonesome

Maybe, I am just missing you..
I'm missing our moments...
You and your dark eyes, staring at me...
Your voice, not an angelic one nor the devil's wish, ringing in my head...
We, just me and you, keeping our heart in silence...
Do you feel the yearning, speaking in the air?

Dilemma ...

A or B?
Yes or No?
Will you or Won't you?
Bad or Good?
Do or Don't?

Whatever the option you takes, you have the cognizance behinds your back.
We know it's never simple nor easy, rite?
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the picture, as usual, was taken by me. Don't know why, but One Republic with their Secrets ringing on my mind all day long. :)

My feminin side...

that's picture which taken by me, and the object basically are my things

I might be,

Crying like a baby when watching a very romantic movie...
Screaming like a kids when I seeing anythings cute and pretty..
Imagining a prince with his curly hair, coming to me riding a white horse...
Thinking like a thousand times, wondering what do I looks like with this cloth on me..
Gossiping the new stories of what happens in our life with my pals...
Having stuff related to a plan for makes me feel more beauty in my bag...

You and people just don't realize it yet...
To thinking that I am a girl...
:)

Feels old...

This Pict was taken by me, that Mr.Ted is a gift from my lovely friends.

It's almost 2 am now
I don't even sure what I'm feeling rite now..
sick?
tired?
hurt?
unwell?
Maybe I'm feeling left behind of your life.
I know that we all keep this thing together. We keep our promise deep in our heart.
We said every times, we missed each other.
A lot
But really, I do feel like there is a big hole at my heart.
And yes, it's not easy to handle with it.

Hold on a minute

"Hold on" was taken by me

Have you ever realized, that the problem isn't at outside rather than yourself?
Sometimes you'll wondering why you don't know the reason behind your acted.
You know that there are something wrong within yourself.
There's none to be blame but yourself.
There's no wall nor the door which keep in yourself made you scared to walk by.
And you know, the only one who make it difficult is yourself and your list that always you keep in deep in your main.
I just need to hold on a minute.
Take my breath.
Watch my steps.
And see trough inside to get away all of the scared.