It's a matter of courage..

Greetings!

It's been a long time since my last post. 

Well.. as usual, i would like to give you a list of why i seems can't push my self to post something, 

but it will be boring and i wouldn't want you to stop reading my blog.

SO.. just leave it to myself, okay? :) 

picture create by me 

I've been reading Aleph.

Written by no other than my favourite writer, Paulo Coelho. 

There are a lot of words which I found very inspiring.. 

one of them is: 

"Travel is never a matter of money but of courage"

Most of the time, we are afraid and having a lot of reasons for not to travel.
Money, schedule, place to stay, or afraid if the destination will be disappointing us.
And maybe it's not only for traveling!
We often do that in every things in our life, don't we?
It's possible that we do ask ourselves too much..
or think too much,
and ended up doing nothing or stay at the place.
When actually all we need is a courage.

Sometimes, it's just exactly what you need the most and stop thinking too hard.

Guten Tag!

It's been a while since my last post.
Seems like I always find excuses to procrastinating with this page.
Lot of interesting and inspiring things me, but failed to get their way through this page.
What with my last semester at University and got internship at the end of last year giving me enough reasons to forgot posting.

And now I'm taking a break and deep breath before starting the last journey of University world, getting graduate. 

Being a last semester's collegian will give you a big luggage, trust me.

So I spent my holiday times with made my own dream catcher and scrap book (my projects, it have been a while, like a life time, for me getting my way with this scrap ideas and DIY projects), spent some times with my bestie, went to other city, got my self a new long cardigan, and lot of blog-walking.

This one I got from my long-time of blog-walking,

Surat Kaleng 

I love this concept.
It is a great way to confess what you feels to other people, for a shy people like me (yeah, I am a shy girl and romantic at heart).
Even I am not a fan of Valentine's day, I still like this projects. You can confess the feelings you have to other people by a letter, and they couldn't know whose it come from (unless you giving yourself out, of course),
 so it's like nothing to lose, right?
Unfortunately, you must have someone whom you could confess to for make it works.
It's a sad thing that you have no hidden things to confess from someone when you know there's a way to let them know your feelings!
Such a waste. 
But for other people out here, it's your chance!
Go grab it and confess your feelings! :)  

The last thing, I found this amazing and inspiring blog!
Actually I'm learning to improve my drawing skills and this blog has giving me a big influence to that decision. I particularly fall in love with this picture below.
Such a lovely drawing..

Source : You & Me Forevermore ,  I+A 

Silentium

This quote is just prefect for tonight..

source: Islamic Quotes

(I hope a lot of my friends see this post, and I'm not trying to  be the wise one in here. Just giving a nice advice.)

Monday: HIV/AIDS World Day

"3 red ribbons" is taken and edited by me

It has been 3 days more and my wifi is such an idiot. I can't posting my new pictures and stories too. Anyway, late Monday was HIV/AIDS World Day. Many organizations at my university doing a great events, mostly they give us red ribbons. You know that symbol rite? I asked it one for myself. :)
But, seeing that symbol on my clothes and everywhere at my faculty, I asked myself. Do I have something to do to help against HIV/AIDS? Do I really care bout that virus? It's not about put on your red ribbon and do nothing than it. When you putting on that red ribbon, it means you are really 'care' bout that issue. Care, in this perspective, is you do something. Do you? especially, do I?

Coki, my friend, with his red ribbon, you can put it on everywhere! :)

The Awareness Ribbon or Pita Kepedulian

"The Black-Red-White Ribbons" taken by me

I had told you about our act for help people at Wasior, Mentawai, and Jogjakarta through our social activity called The Awareness Ribbon or Pita Kepedulian. Today I asked my friend, Bayu, he is such a man behind this act, about how much the donation that we had collected until now. Surprisingly, we got 1.500.000,00 IDR and more stuffs such as clothes, books, etc. We already bought stuffs what those poor people needed there. That are blankets, children books, bath stuff, cooking oil, and rice. We will deliver that donation to PMI or Indonesian Red Cross who will deliver it to those poor people who need it. Depressingly, I can't help my friends to arrange to deliver the stuff, cause here I am, at my uncle house, 2 hours from Semarang.

Though this social activity is just a small act, but I'm so glad that we really do something for those people. We do not just. watch them at television, feel sympathy for them, then what? Do nothing. Just pray, but I'm not sure that our pray is a pray from the deepest of our heart. Do you 'really' pray for them? I meant do you really go to church and pray for them? Or take wudhu, and pray for them? Nah, I don't think so.

I do want to do something for them, maybe just give a little donation, but that's means a lot. By joining in this activity, I can felt that I had did something for them. I can help them, even just a little tiny thing, but at least, I did something, rite? So what are you, people, waiting for? Act now!
This are some photos of my friends and their ribbon:

"Putting On The Ribbon" was taken by me

Some of my pals, with their ribbon on their hand, and their smile.

Adit, one of my buddies, put on his ribbon

Do something!

My friend, Dilla tagged me to this pict

Yesterday is Sunday, and I did nothing on that day. Actually I had a plan, to washing toothless. He seems come from a jungle now. But I got my monthly date, so as usual, for the first day, i can't do anything well. The pain just pushed me down onto the bed. Gosh. Maybe i need to go to gynecologist.
but, in the nite, when i opened my facebook, my friend tagged me that pict. I saw that pict and something just push me to do what they told me to do in that picture. That act is easy, why would I miss it? So do you, guys. :)

And yeah, in the last Saturday, me and my tough team finally done our mini project. Well, you maybe known me as a member of the largest student organization in the world, AIESEC, Local Committee Diponegoro University. I had joined Mini Project Children Education as the Coordinator of Brand Communicating and Marketing. We have a lot of events Teaching English and Computer to underprivileged children, went to high school and did roadshow there, breakfasting together, and did roadshow for Washing Hand International Day! That was soooo much fun though. and I have such a nice team to work with. :)

Sadly (and lil bit happily), we did last roadshow for our mini project at SMK N 4 Semarang. You have no idea how much the efforts that i gave to this last event. So i was very relieved when it done with happy ending. :)

You can see the picture here:

The gate of school where we did roadshow

Karin, our Coordinator of Program as MC


Jessica (from Swiss) and Vanti, coordinator of Exchange and Logistic


Some of students from our roadshow

Hurt and 'Pita Kepedulian'

This pict was taken by me, called Hurt.

Why I can get out of this? Even I am going under every single times. Was it my fault? Or yours?
I thought, that it was our fault. We both have fear. We both have very high self preservation. Too high so we can't reach each other. Or maybe I am too foolish to even think bout that, aren't I?
Well, this is for the last time. I have been promised it and can't kept it, but for this time, let me try, to forget about you.
To let you go out from my life.
Thank you for permitting me to loving you so far.
Thank you for allowing me to hoping that you might be feel like as what i feels for you.
And now for my high self preservation, i am letting you go ...

p.s.: My friends and I having a concern bout what happen in our country, Indonesia. Well, you must be knew what happen at Mentawai and Jogjakarta. Tsunami and Eruption of Mount Merapi had broke all of our heart. So we want to help that poor people through doing social activity called, 'Pita Kepedulian'. Hope this lil thing can help them much. Let me know if you need more information and want to join us through this act.